Is it possible to be addicted to crying?

I don't know if that makes much sense, but essentially, I've been crying 2 or more times a day, almost every day for a few months now. I lay down in bed at night, and it's like that's my cue to just start crying. Then I start thinking depressing thoughts because I guess it makes me feel more normal to be crying and sad than to just be crying, but the sad thoughts follow, not precede the tears. What do you like call this? Am I just addicted to crying?